Once

I constantly wonder why exactly I can't stop thinking about you, and I think I know why.

Although we had our bad moments, we also had great moments. We were so kind to one another and it was in the beginning where we made sure that we didn't say anything that could even potentially hurt each other.
Every touch was so gentle. Every kiss was taken moment by moment. We made sure we didn't breathe the wrong way because we didn't want to make each other believe we were upset.
We were so happy.
We had each other, but to us it was everything.
Nobody from the outside could tear us apart but what we didn't realize was that in the end we brought ourselves apart. 

We keep pointing fingers at each other but we just need to admit that it's both our fault.
I keep thinking about you because deep down I feel like we will fix things.

Without you, I feel lost. 
I really feel like I don't know where I'm going.
I know you feel the same. I saw it in your eyes that night.
I know you saw it in mine too.

I thought you were done with me because you had said that you couldn't just drop her to get back with me. I couldn't think straight that night and I really just needed you to give me honest answers.
I needed to know how you felt.
But you let it slide.
Kept it in your head hoping that you could tell me next time.
But now there is no next time because I screwed that up.

I know we can both apologize for the way we've acted and I know we can both accept the apologies. We want each other just as bad, and we miss each other just as bad.

I know you crave my scent just as much as I crave yours.

The way she caresses your face is not the way I caressed yours, and I know you miss that.
I wish I could smother you with kisses like I used to and see you smile like you used to.
I adored those wrinkles on the corners of your eyes.

But none of this can happen if we don't forgive each other. You're just as wrong as I am and we both need to accept it and move forward.
Together.

Heart like a Tin

Ugly skin
Drowning in gin.
You are a beautiful sin
Fragile enough to break with a pin. 

The Truth is a Lie

It's harder to say hello than it is to say
Goodbye

It's easier to say I hate you than it is to say
I love you

It's harder to say I wanna live than it is to say
I wanna die

It's easier to say I don't than it is to say
I do

Dolls

Our soul is but
the only thing that keeps our
bodies from rotting.

The Heavenly Seven Letter Word

There's something I've been wanting to say
And I'm not quite sure if you'll feel the same way
Every single day passes and my feelings for you grow stronger
I can't make eye contact with you because I'm afraid I'll stare much longer

Everyone tells me that I'm doing wrong
But I am sure that you are my love song
What if I told you I'd always be by your side?
Even when everything was to collide

I can keep your secrets for as long as I live 
And I'll always be willing to forgive
You've changed the way I see things completely
You've slipped into my heart so bittersweetly

If I told you I didn't think about you, that'd be a lie
I know that deep down you shiver when you say you're "Just fine"
I'd like you to know that I'll always be here to protect you
Be loyal, helpful, and worthy of your love too

As Jordan Dreyer says "If I can't love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend
And I will lay in bed before you, keep you safe until the end"
I hope you understand that I've been wanting to tell you this for a long time
So if you don't feel the same, it's totally fine. 

The Point of No Return

I don't want you to

Leave. Let's see what we can make

of this naive game. 

Love Affair

I can't leave you here
he told her. She responded
you must save Yourselves.